Haters.....

It bothers me when people shit on immigrants by saying that they are taking our jobs. Jobs are not taken, they are given, they're contracts not handouts. You don't go to a worksite and take someone's job after mugging them, you go and you tell the boss your willing to do a job for whatever hes paying and he agrees to hire you. In this country for some reason we think we are entitled to work, in the same way we are entitled to free speech.

BTW .America is a Nation who’s cultural and motivating energy for the most parts comes from the outside, the new immigrants. Those who have meshed into the mainstream don’t contribute to the culture, they feed off the energy of the new immigrants.

Fear and Anxiety in Las New Yorks

Fear and anxiety seems to be contagious, the manager who tries to belittles his workers is passing down the anxiety he gets from the boss. When we feel anxiety we feel that we have to make everyone else feel similarly in order to not feel alone. Anxiety spreads like a disease. Certain people are more receptive to taking in other people's anxiety and therefore cannot survive in a place like New York City. ( I don't know how I do it)New York is rife with fear and anxiety, it stinks of it.

Intelligent design or organic evolution?

the wold works in such a non-emotional manner... the soil does not get mad at the sky for lack of rain. That leads me to think that the world works on a few simple rules of least resistance. That it doesn’t need an intelligent creator in order to exist. But the fact that were emotional and intelligent beings implies an intelligent creator. Unless our intelligence and awareness is just a product of the same rules that create and run the world. But, how come we are the only life forms who express this amount of awareness. Sure we have chimpanzees and dolphins that show similar thinking, but why such the huge discrepancy?It makes you think that us Humans are foreign to this world...who knows, Im just thinking outloud.

Useless epiphany

During vacation in Florida with my grandparents I came to a realization. I’ve made fun of people who wait for things to happen, for other people to change their lives for them, and who become to dependent on their boyfriends or girlfriends. I’ve been know to say that people after their teenage years do not change. Our personalities pretty much stay the same throughout their life. And it is partly true. I will not change for my own good, time has proven that. I’ve been single for a long time now and I haven’t changed one bit. I have gotten too comfortable in my loneliness. I am way to fearful and selfish to change for my own good. I am not willing to put myself through the emotional pain and rejection that comes with becoming a more assertive and outward person. In a sad way its in my self interest to stay the same. While I am missing out on a lot of things in life, I am also avoiding a lot emotional suffering. Avoiding pain is higher in priority than becoming better. In order to change I need to find a person who makes me want to become a better person. Someone who I care for as much as I do myself. I am willing to change for her, because she is willing to make me forget about myself and just “do it”. I’m stuck though because my shyness prevents me from meeting and connecting with other people out there. But at least is good to know that I don’t have to wait to expect myself to one day want to change.

NYC Will Chew And Spit You Out

New York seems desperate because its dense in competition for resources. Competition for jobs, dates, hipness, hotness, costumers, money, space, etc. People are so caught up in maintaining or getting up higher in the scheme of things that they forget to be self aware, considerate, or just caring. This is why New York is considered such a heartless city, do not come here if you want to connect and become closer to people.

Bad mental habits

Its a illogical frame of mind, but I’m a lonely person but yet I am afraid of rejection. I am so afraid of anyone telling me to go away that I’m not willing risk putting myself out there. I therefore perpetuate my feelings of being alone. Because I know that in my head the pain of rejection is much worse than the feeling of lacking someone else. Rejection hurts deep, loneliness drags on.

Truth, just like any other Ideal should be utilized...not worshiped.

Now I don’t mean that everyone should be a hypocrite and announce one Ideal when it benefits them and then denounce that same Ideal when it incriminates them. I just mean that people shouldn’t fight, argue, die or kill for it. We should debate it, just for the sake of debate. Why would you spend any energy on something that isn’t substantial, instead spend energy on making yourself and those around you happier. Vibrate Higher.